Last night..

Me: Anyway, i bought a red lipstick.

Toni: Why would you buy a red lipstick?

Me: Because it's red! It's cool!

Toni: Yeah right. My dick is red.

:3

"You are my dear, what i want for you is the best i can think of."

- Toni Teider

I like him so much, you know? :)

Toni, you have an emoticon face.

Edward Cullen ; His version.

Edward : Oh, Bella! Marry me Bella, I'll love you forever and ever cause... hmm, now that I think of it, I don't know too many reasons for that. But you're not supposed to know that, I know you'll go aggroshit at me and I'll just convince myself that there's something overly attractive about you, Bella!

Edward : it must be something which I cannot explain. hm hm.*nod*

Edward : ... good enough! I'll believe that is the case. I'm happy because of what you are, Bella!

Edward : I dunno what you are, but I don't care!

Edward : I'll just say so cuz I don't want you to go aggroshit at me ;_;

"IF YOU’RE PROUD OF WHAT YOU DID YESTERDAY, YOU HAVEN’T DONE ENOUGH TODAY."

- Toni Teider

"IMPOSSIBLE IS A WORD THAT PEOPLE USE TO JUSTIFY GIVING UP."

- Toni Teider

If he has a twitter account,

his tweets will be about youtube, games, random quotes, and random links. He won’t give a shit about @TheLoveStories or @LadyGaga. He won’t follow @anjinggombal. He might follow me, but then in the next day he’ll stop following me for talking shits in Indonesian. :)) He’ll make #bigboobssucks trending. He’ll tweet in L337, and pwnd your timeline..

and maybe he’ll leave some love words there just to make me smile.

…well, i’m just wondering.

Aeroacrophobia

Think about standing on the roof of a 4 story building, on the edge, on that one moment where you could just step one step forward and fall down for it. Then you hear the wind blowing, pushing you forward. your feet are close together, the wind is strong enough to take you off balance and makes you fall.

You feel the air pushing against your face, the adrenaline in your veins makes you think so quickly that it makes the fall feel almost endless.you see grass, and then hear the crack. If you’re still awake, you’ll feel the pain of your broken bones and how your blood crawls on your skin. Breathing is hard, if even possible. Liquid comes out of your mouth, the iron taste of it makes you understand that it’s your own blood. You cannot move, you can only feel everything that you have done in your life, and all that pain.

Your brain cannot get anymore oxygen so you faint. Still, your brain thinks for a while, you dream a little. Beautiful things, smart things. Some things that you should have done better, and that crack you’ll remember for the rest of your life made you hear them.

Life - line - death

visiting the line would be quite something.


—— Toni (Via MSN Chatlog)

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Think about it — I hate the taste of blood, i hate the sound of my cracking body, i hate for not being able to breath well, i hate the feeling of dying. I hope i’ll just die at the fucking moment. Still, I hate the feeling of knowing that i’ll die soon and not being able to do much more.

He expected me to think more about it, but blah, i’ll just hope it will never happen. :/