This is a story..

There are lots of ways to Rome, indeed, but in the end, we still need a visa to go there.

Moving forward is tiring. Running away is also tiring. So why we often choose the latter?

No matter how far you go, the problem is still there. No matter which direction you choose, the problem will always be there.

Have a faith with your destination. Have a faith with yourself.

You want to move forward? Face the problem, and that means you’ve made your biggest step.

To solve the problem, that’s another story.

Soothe

It’s been a while since the last time I got up so early. My skin pores seem to celebrate the warmth of the sunshine. Maybe they’re fed up with the artificial cold from the AC.

A glass of water, and a good shower, what a way to start a day.

I’m trying to remember those times when I was still at school, when I had to wake up every morning at 6. I totally forget how it felt like.

“To live your life happily, forget easily.” That’s what they say. I’m starting to wonder if I’ve been doing it, and if I’m really happy because of that.

Happiness is addictive for some people. It’s like the sweet candy of life that you think you can’t get enough. Until you break the essence of happiness with your greed.

I’m coming to believe that some memories are meant to be replaced.

And I know I better go back to sleep.

“And don’t you think, that “I love you” sounds better after your lips meet mine?”

(via hazeltomb)

There’s no turning back

So I’m here, standing cheekily on another checkpoint in my journey. When goodbyes for something are hellos for another thing.

Have I been pressing my luck, I wonder..

"You can’t afford the house of your dreams.
That’s why it is the house of your dreams.
So either find a way of getting it (you’ll find the means), or be satisfied with dissatisfaction."

- Paul Arden

At Comics and Toys Fair

"And your hand is held open, intentionally
Or just what I want to see?"

- Kings Of Convenience

The euphoria still somewhat lingers on my skin whenever i listen to her songs.

You live, you learn.

Have you ever felt like you just had a big slap on your face just by seeing someone’s act or listening someone’s story?

My friend is going to buy an iPad. The news bitchslapped me right at that moment.

I’ve been wanting one for quite a long time. It’s not like i’m incapable to buy one. I just never had enough will to save some money to buy it. As an impulsive buyer that i am, i don’t have that kind of determination to hold myself a bit for a while.

She told me that she gotta save for two months to buy it. I thought about myself and the possibility of me going crazy in two months for the sake of iPad. I wonder.

Am i really able to do that?

I had a talk with someone long time ago, about the strength of will to wait for something bigger. The ability to be in control of myself.The ability to understand what i really want and what i really need. The ability to understand my own needs, that i can live my life better without some things i thought i really needed.

I erased my shopping list.

I live and learn, and i become who i am today.

I notice how the journey of my 20 years are full with things that i learned from the others. I didn’t have a chance to continue my study, but life doesn’t stop teaching me about how to be who i want to be. People tell me things, i learn from them. I do things, i learn by doing.

In the end, it’s all coming back to me, whether i have enough will to keep on learning or not. 

Pay more attention to life, it won’t make you less rich.

Last night..

Me: Anyway, i bought a red lipstick.

Toni: Why would you buy a red lipstick?

Me: Because it's red! It's cool!

Toni: Yeah right. My dick is red.